Monday, February 9, 2009

Strange Feelings

Tomorrow (Tuesday the 10th) I go in for my scheduled c-section.  I am so excited to finally meet my son!  I wonder what is he going to look like?  What is his personality going to be like?  So many different things are going through my mind along with hoping and praying that he comes into this world healthy and safely.  One other thing that is going through my mind (and I don't know if I'm just weird or what) is a little bit (and I mean a little) of sadness because this is the last day Isabella will be an only child.  How can I think that right? I mean I'm going to only add to the joy of my family. But I think I'm just worried about my baby girl.  I know I'm probably crazy for feeling this way and she will be just fine.  Anyways, super excited for tomorrow and I know Isabella is going to love her baby brother...well maybe not at first!!!! 


1 comments:

Jen and Bryan said...

I felt the same way before i had addi. but it all works out. :)